Depressing End to a Depressing Day!

Wow! All I can say is Wow!!!!!!!!!!!

We recently traveled to Las Vegas for a Belly dance competition, and again Wow!!! One of the girls just posted at least 90 (for reals 90) pictures of how fat I am!!!!!!! I seriously was in tears!!

I felt insecure the whole time I was there but seeing the pictures, I obviously was not insecure enough!!!!! Holy cow, I can not express the emotions that ran through my head as I flashed all those photos. Sick.

What I don't get is... how is that not enough to make me starve myself? Freak, I hate to be a "poor me" person but I am gonna be right now!!! I have honestly worked hard this whole summer for this trip and you would think by lookin at these pic's that the thought of losing weight has not crossed my mind for at least three years. Again, sick! Why work and stress so much for that kind of a reward.?!

I tell ya I am going back to drinking coke!:) Anything to help me cope!!!!! Gag, I make myself sick.

Props to my hubby who acts like he still luvs me as much as ever!!!!!!